Videos

Nov. 10, 2025

How Gratitude Changed My Life Forever

It’s crazy how God can use the smallest moments to wake you up spiritually. 🙏🏾 One second, you’re just living life. Then suddenly, He reminds you of where you used to be — and how far His grace has brought you. Those flashes of gratitude hit deep. Because it’s not…

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Nov. 8, 2025

Changing Sponsors in Recovery: The Untold Truth

Changing sponsors in recovery can feel like breaking an unwritten rule — but it’s not. Many people stay stuck out of fear of being judged or misunderstood. The truth is, your recovery belongs to you. You’re not obligated to anyone, and sometimes growth means making hard decisions for your own…

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Nov. 7, 2025

Why Feeling Different Is A Calling (Not A Curse)

Growing up feeling different can make you do things just to fit in — to be seen, accepted, and loved. But in that chase, many of us lose who we really are. The truth is, you were never meant to fit in — you were meant to stand out. Healing…

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Nov. 5, 2025

How Addiction Hijacks Your Brain

The disease of addiction has one goal — to keep you disconnected from your True Self. It whispers lies, convinces you you’re alone, and keeps you running from your own spirit. But once you begin to know who you really are — beyond the pain, beyond the past — the…

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Nov. 3, 2025

I Quit Drugs and This Is What Happened

Recovery isn’t just about quitting — it’s about changing the way you think, feel, and live. True recovery begins when you face the pain, heal the wounds, and rebuild your relationship with yourself. 🖤 🎯 Remember: Sobriety stops the damage. Recovery builds life. #SickAndTiredRecovery #recoveryjourney #emotionalsobriety

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Nov. 1, 2025

The Most Important Thing in Recovery (and it’s not what you think)

Most addicts who relapsed… forgot. Remember your past. Protect your future. 💪🏿 #addictionrecovery #relapseprevention #recoveryjourney

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Oct. 31, 2025

Why You Will Never Feel FULFILLED No Matter What You Do

There was always something missing. No matter what I accomplished, bought, or achieved — I still felt empty inside. That’s the part of addiction nobody talks about — the haunting emptiness that follows you everywhere you go. In this Halloween message, I share how the ghost of emptiness almost destroyed…

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Oct. 30, 2025

Stop Using Guilt to Raise Kids (The Psychology of Parenting)

As parents in recovery, guilt can be one of the hardest things to let go of. Our kids have every right to their feelings — they’re healing, too. But if we let guilt control us, we never truly recover. Forgive yourself, stay the course, and trust that healing will come…

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Oct. 29, 2025

How to Influence Others to Change (The Best Methods)

When you begin to heal, the world doesn’t suddenly transform — you do. The same people, the same problems, the same surroundings… yet somehow, everything feels different. That’s because your eyes have changed. In this message, I talk about how real recovery isn’t about changing your environment — it’s about…

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Oct. 27, 2025

How My Wife Became God's Messenger to Save My Soul

Real talk—my whole life shifted when I stopped just hearing my wife and started listening to her. For a long time, I prayed for answers, direction, and peace, not realizing God was already speaking to me—through her. Listening requires humility, presence, and love. When I learned that my marriage changed,…

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Oct. 26, 2025

How To Free Yourself from The Sea of Unspoken Feelings

Most men were taught to hold everything in — to stay strong, stay silent, and never show emotion. But what happens when all those buried feelings start to rise? Watch Next: The Hidden Patterns That Destroy Your Relationships 👇🏿 https://da.gd/E6jSe Anger is just the surface wave — beneath it are…

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Oct. 25, 2025

NBA Gambling Scandal: Stupid Decision or Hidden Addiction?

The NBA gambling scandal has the sports world split. Kenny Smith says it’s a form of addiction — a sickness that takes over judgment. Charles Barkley, on the other hand, says it’s just stupidity and bad choices. So the question isn’t just about players who got caught. It’s about how…

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Oct. 23, 2025

How to Become The Leader Your Family Needs

The quickest way to mature as a man isn’t found in silence — it’s found in listening. Ask your wife, kids, mother, or inner circle what they’d like to see you get better at. Don’t argue. Don’t defend. Just listen. Then, do the work to learn how to lead them.…

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Oct. 21, 2025

The Pain Beneath the Addiction

Growing up around trauma and abuse shapes how we see ourselves and the world. When a child lives in fear, shame, or constant chaos, the nervous system never learns what safety feels like. As adults, that same pain hides beneath the surface — and drugs or alcohol become a way…

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Oct. 20, 2025

How My Mom's Spirit Guided Me After Her Death

Sometimes, the pain hits while the camera’s rolling. I thought I was ready to talk about my mom… but grief has its own timing. I pressed through because she deserves to be remembered — not for how she left but for how she loved. #GriefJourney #losingalovedone #lifeafterdeath

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Oct. 19, 2025

A Letter to the Old Me Who Never Gave Up 💔

Sometimes healing isn’t about becoming someone new — it’s about thanking the version of you who kept going when life was breaking you. This one’s for the old me — the one who walked back into rehab, surrendered to the process, and did the work that freed the man I…

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Oct. 18, 2025

How Losing My Mother Awakened Me to Life After Death

When my mother passed away, I faced pain deeper than anything I’d never felt. Listen and Subscribe to Sick & Tired Recovery Podcast Here: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/when-being-me-didnt-feel-good-enough/id1474908564?i=1000731719104 But through that grief, I began to experience something sacred — a spiritual awakening that opened my eyes to life after death and the eternal…

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Oct. 17, 2025

When Church Feels More Judgmental Than Loving

Have you ever felt judged at church? You’re not alone. In this short, I share my experience with feeling out of place, not perfect, and misunderstood in a church setting. Let’s talk about embracing imperfection and finding true spiritual freedom. #churchhurt #spiritualawakening #recoveryjourney

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Oct. 15, 2025

What It Really Takes to Become Your True Self

Becoming your true self is not an overnight change—it’s a process, just like the butterfly. Watch Full Video HERE 👇🏿 https://youtu.be/dg3MIZUwR4Y Listen to Sick & Tired Recovery Podcast: Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/07MSd73svpxj5yw3VrN7ws Support Sick & Tired Podcast: https://www.buzzsprout.com/414508/supporters/new Before a butterfly can fly, it must first break down inside the cocoon. The…

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Oct. 14, 2025

The Biggest Sin Against God? Forgetting Who You Are

What if God isn’t someone we have to search for outside ourselves but already lives within us? The real disconnect isn’t about breaking rules or missing church—it’s forgetting who we truly are. In this short, we explore how connecting with your inner self is really connecting with God and how…

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Oct. 10, 2025

He Survived A Near-Death Experience & This Is What He Learned

He faced death and came back with a message that would change how you see life. 💭 In this powerful clip of Sick & Tired Recovery, my guest shares his near-death experience — what he saw, what he felt, and the deep truths he learned on the other side. His…

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Oct. 6, 2025

How To Outsmart Life's Challenges With This ONE STRATEGY

Everything you’re searching for—peace, clarity, freedom, and answers—is already within you. Instead of looking outside yourself for solutions, it’s time to turn inward. Your thoughts, choices, and connection to your true self hold the key to solving the challenges in your life. This is about discovering your inner wisdom, trusting…

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Oct. 4, 2025

Why You’re Still Using Drugs (It’s Not What You Think)

Recovery isn’t about quitting—it’s about being done with the old version of yourself. This is why some people relapse until they’re truly ready. #RecoveryJourney #MentalHealth #AddictionAwareness

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Oct. 3, 2025

God’s Choice vs. Your Choice in Marriage

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